I stumbled on Jerry Yarnell on PBS Create in 2019. I had been told my whole life that I was not artistic and could never learn because I am left handed. Jerry taught me that I can learn. My first Jerry Yarnell painting I ever did was "Taking a Dip". I didn't know it was considered intermediate level. It didn't turn out half bad considering it was my second painting ever. I learned that, first of all, I needed a lot of instruction, but also that I could do it. I soon signed up for YSO and have learned so much more. I started with the snippets, then beginner. I am currently working on the beginner/intermediate paintings. There have been times that I have just watched the videos for the instruction and put paint to canvas after watching the entire set of videos for a particular painting. Jerry is the best instructor for me. I believe it will be true for you also.